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I was in a daze. I couldn't concentrate anymore. The tears were hurting my eyes and I had a splitting headache. Everything felt like it was going by so fast. I shuffled over to my door, and I turned the lock. I cried as I look down at the ground and I shuddered. "I'm sorry...I just can't let you...leave me...Like everyone else..."
The truth was. I was completely alone. Mom was gone. Dad had been gone. When he left, mother started to break apart, slowly. I was stronger than her, but not for long. It seemed like almost everything I did made her angry with me. But on the small occasions that I made her happy, she was so so happy, and would hug me, and kiss me and we would laugh. And I just...loved that feeling. But she eventually left me, saying that she needed to leave to find herself. It was like I was emancipated by her!...I longed for that feeling of making another woman happy...That touch...Amy didn't want to touch me...But I wanted to keep making her happy until she did.
I was stuck in here with her now. I doubt I could fight my way out regardless of what I could do. I attempted to sit up and get out of the bed but all I could do was just flop to the side of it and lay there. I stared at the edge. I started to sob and stare in the direction of Clair. I was done for. If I understood anything, it was that I was locked in her room and if I ever left to tell anyone what would happen, she would erase me from the face of the earth.
"I don't want to die..."
It was all I could muster up to say. I started to cry too as I pulled myself away from her and climbed to the head of the bed, coiling up against the pillows naked, crying. "...I'll do anything you want Clair...just please don't kill me...I won't tell anyone what you do to me...you can keep me here...just please don't...please don't..." I could not finish the sentence as I started bawling, tears streaming down my face as I felt the coldness of being trapped envelop around me, knowing I was completely at her mercy...
Then, I heard her begin to step towards me very slowly.
We probably had sex that night. I don't remember. It was such a blur. The next year was all a blur. That's right. I kept her in my house for an entire year. I always made sure she was fed well, had plenty to do and was kept up on the news and was bathed. I thought about letting her go to school a couple of times, but I decided it was too risky, and that made me feel even worse.
For the first couple of months, she was so scared all the time. Fidgety every day, she would always flinch and whimper whenever I handed her something to drink or tried to give her a good night kiss. She would never talk to me and was always so jumpy and looked terrible.
Towards the last few months, she got so much better. She actually spoke to me, and she was sleeping much better. I don't know if she ever smiled.
I couldn't tell you how many times I violated her. I never bruised her, or made her bleed but I did take her virginity and then some. Looking back, I don't know if it ever truly made me happy.
I just let her go an hour ago. As I'm recording this video in my basement, she's been free for an hour. I don't know if she went to go tell the police or went home to her parents or what. I'll probably get arrested any moment now. I feel so bad for everything I did. I was selfish. I don't deserve the love I wanted. I never did. That's probably why Mom and Dad left.
I don't know if I'll ever see you again, Amy. But if you see this, Clair is sorry.
Clair gently caressed me and I offered my body to her, freely. I didn't know what to do anymore tonight. I will just let her have her way.
That entire night filled me with sickening thoughts. At first when she put her fingers inside of me I wanted to cry again, but in the middle of it, when I started to enjoy it, I started to fade away, and then I just let it happen. Softly breathing, letting Clair touch me in ways I couldn't even touch myself. I always held back, but she didn't.
She made me drool from how much I was holding back. She drove me into a sexual coma from everything she did. Not once did she hurt me or make me afraid. Her touch was gentle and warm, her fingers danced inside of me with subtlety, and always knew what I could handle. After it all, I awoke with my face nuzzled against her chest, me having my legs and my arms coiled around her while she petted me, confessing her love silently to me while she sat there and stared at me, petting me.
This continued for a long time, eventually I forgot how long. I wasn't really Amy anymore, and I didn't mind. The outside world eventually became less important the more I thought about Clair. At first, I hated her. I wanted her to get hurt to give me a chance to leave, I wanted to kill her and run away...but there was something so nurturing about her that I just couldn't leave behind.
There was one time she fell asleep on the couch while she pet me, and it gave me plenty of time to rush the door and break it, or smash out a window and just leave. When I approached it though, I stood there and stared outside, and saw nothing. No trees. No sidewalks. Not even my house. The sun was so bright that it made my eyes hurt. I didn't even want to go back anymore.
I had everything I wanted here. Food. Entertainment. Water. Showers. Shelter. and Clair.
The one girl who saw nothing wrong with me at all.
Is the only one who can truly appreciate me the one who trapped me in this place and lustfully ravishes me almost every single night? I thought about it for weeks, but eventually succumbed and dealt with it. I never truly showed my happiness, but I did show her my appreciation by treating her with respect and living with her. I tried on different sets of sexy clothes for her. I danced for her. I showered with her and bathed with her. We always slept together.
Then came the day where she had a talk with me, she grabbed my hand and led me to the door, heavily locked. She looked into my eyes with a teary face and kissed me one last time, and opened the door, and told me "You can go now..."
I ran as fast and as far as I possibly could. I went to my house, but it was empty. There was nobody living there anymore. Everyone left me behind. I ran further away, ran so far I couldn't feel my feet anymore, wandering through the dingy alleyways, the underpasses and the chain-link fences, lost, not remembering where to go.
None of this was familiar anymore. Eventually I made it to the front of the school. There was nobody there. The sky was getting dark as the sun started to set. I felt lost now.
The one thing I desired most was to be set free, to venture out into the world and escape that demented rapist. Now, I don't even know what to do. I didn't want to tell the police. No, I couldn't bear to put Clair through all of that, although she deserved it.
"it's been a whole year now...hasn't it?" I told myself, looking over near the benches that stretched outside the bus-stops. I couldn't fathom what to do next. I didn't feel safe in this world anymore...
I wished Clair was here...
(All characters appearing in this work are fictitious. Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.)
(that was fun to be honest. Sucks that nobody but us even read this...T_T)
I never got back into contact with my parents, mostly because I could never figure out where they went. There weren't even any missing posters set out for me.
Perhaps they weren't that worried at all. After all, they had my college fund, the hell would they need me for anymore? I spent most of my time sitting at the desk while the Vet stayed in the back, tending to animals. I set up appointments for clients and checked their animals, recording information and stuff.
The bell rang as somebody came into the door clutching a small dog...it looked like my dog.
...and then I realized it was. Oh my god, somebody found her! and I looked up in surprise to talk to the person who was clutching my dog and in such a hurry to get them to see the vet.
And I saw her again.
I saw her.
and she saw me.
We both looked into each other's eyes and I couldn't finish my sentence, and she didn't say anything.
"....Clair..."
All of these thoughts were running through my head, but they didn't matter. "Oh Ivory...you are back..." I whispered to her, bringing her in to the back of the office to show to the Vet to see what could be done.
After a couple hours she was asleep, and sprawled out on the table being patched up. After I knew she was okay, I walked back to the appointment room, and looked back at Clair. Her hair grew longer, she was dressed in more sophisticated clothing than before, although it looked a bit dirty now, and she was wearing light lipstick. She was still taller than me. She looked a lot older and more mature now, and I nearly remained the same, only I have lost a bit of myself in the long run of these years.
I just looked at the ground, and scowled. "...So...you've found a replacement yet?"
"....where did you go Clair..." I asked her. I don't know why I cared. I was free from her. There was something in me though that made me want to go back though...it was probably because of the fact that I didn't really live anywhere or that I haven't been able to keep a good meal in my stomach anymore...
But then the secondary feelings came back. The feelings of being a pet. Being cared for and tended to. Pet, having my hair combed and being fed with a spoon. I did absolutely nothing for myself most of the time. I heard no voice but hers.
I used to have nightmares every night after I left her. Sometimes they weren't nightmares at all. Sometimes I would trade my nights sleeping in a van for being confined into a dark house with no escape, bound to the will of a sexually possessed hermit like Clair.
But I couldn't get the words out...
"...I live in a van." I told her, stepping a bit forward, each step I made towards her I could feel Clair getting more and more nervous, until I stood only a few feet from in front of her.
I wanted her to take me back, exchanging my freedom and chastity for a warm home and someone who loves me. Desires me. Covets me.
"....I..."
I was so conflicted inside. I didn't know where to go anymore. I followed my violently beating heart, and took a few steps forward. Clutching my fist as hard as I could and making sure not to hold anything back. I stepped closer until my face was against her shoulder, and then I hugged her, crying. I couldn't tell her I wanted to go back. I wanted to so bad but I couldn't get the words out. I could only bleat out silent words and air as I mustered up the air to stop myself from crying. Nothing but air, attempts at telling her "Please take me back."
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