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  • edited 2011-11-14 20:32:49
    Has friends besides tanks now
    So, I just got back from the marching band's end of season banquet. It really lightened my day after the road test deal. Particularly since presenting paper plate awards to the underclassmen in my section didn't go nearly as badly as I'd thought; somehow I got the most laughs at the banquet. I'm also officially one of the two quiet ones in the band. So . . . yay, overall?
  • Till shade is gone, till water is gone, into the Shadow with teeth bared, screaming defiance with the last breath, to spit in Sightblinder’s eye on the last Day.
    I just woke up.

    For the first time in nearly two years, my head doesn't hurt.

    Best fucking feeling in the world.
  • You can change. You can.
    You've been having consistent headaches for two days?

    sucks, man.

    anyway, if you can drop by IJMM now that you're insomniac and all... :D
  • edited 2011-11-15 02:56:17
    Till shade is gone, till water is gone, into the Shadow with teeth bared, screaming defiance with the last breath, to spit in Sightblinder’s eye on the last Day.
    ^ Years, dude, years.

    Since February 2010.
  • You can change. You can.
    Awwww, dude.

    why didn't you check that shit with a doctor?

    or overdose in painkillers
  • Till shade is gone, till water is gone, into the Shadow with teeth bared, screaming defiance with the last breath, to spit in Sightblinder’s eye on the last Day.
    I went to so many doctors I lost count. I've tried a dozen different medications. Seen specialists. Went on diets.

    Nothing worked.

    And now, it just... stopped. Just like that,

    I hope to fucking god it stays stopped.
  • edited 2011-11-15 03:04:25
    You can change. You can.
    That's good to hear, Forzabro. 

    Anyway, I should sleep, work interview is tomorrow and stuff. Night.
  • edited 2011-11-15 08:12:18
    Has friends besides tanks now
    D:

    It's weird imagining that you've had a consistent headache months before I even knew you. And that's got to suck.

    Hope it doesn't come back, or at least not too soon.
  • You can change. You can.
    Yeah, agreed. Also, when you wake up, tell us how you feel and blah blah blah

    work interview in one hour and twenty minutes.

    not sure if my body can take it.

    even if the work is already mine and this is just a formality, anyway.
  • edited 2011-11-15 09:56:01
    Till shade is gone, till water is gone, into the Shadow with teeth bared, screaming defiance with the last breath, to spit in Sightblinder’s eye on the last Day.
    Thanks, guys.

    I woke up, and it's still gone.

    PT in fifteen minutes anyway, though. :/

    ^^ Yeah, it's been hard, but... well, I'm still here, right?

    ^What kind of job is the interview for?
  • You can change. You can.
    Internship at a TV channel.

    And the interviw is done.

    And the work is mine.

    brb celebrating by swimming in an endless river of bitches and whores.
  • MORONS! I'VE GOT MORONS ON MY PAYROLL!
    Jealousy.

    Jealous and anger.
  • One foot in front of the other, every day.
    -braces self for an endless stream of bitching about the entertainment industry-
  • You can change. You can.
    sorry. too busy swimming in bitches and whores.

    butterfly style B-)

    Jealousy.

    Jealous and anger.

    FWIW, I don't think I'm going to get paid here >_>
  • One foot in front of the other, every day.
    In other news, I have a martial sword grading coming up. Not sure if anxious.
  • MORONS! I'VE GOT MORONS ON MY PAYROLL!
    It's still upward momentum in what you want to do with your life. =/

    Granted, not knowing what I want to do with my own life doesn't help. >_>
  • One foot in front of the other, every day.
    Simple.

    1. Choose something awesome.
    2. Follow it up.
    3. Ignore the blatant reductionism of this post.
  • You can change. You can.
    Good luck, Alex, my child. Just go out there and cut some heads in my name. 

    Granted, not knowing what I want to do with my own life doesn't help. >_>

    I thought you wanted to be a writer?
  • MORONS! I'VE GOT MORONS ON MY PAYROLL!
    Kinda sorta maybe? 
  • edited 2011-11-15 12:02:06
    One foot in front of the other, every day.
    Writing's a little nebulous, and could describe a variety of career paths. In addition, most published fiction writers often did something else before getting published, or still do. In that respect it's like a lot of arts, acting like a second leisurely job until the practitioner is in their 30s, 40s or even 50s.

    Essentially, the issue with wanting to be a writer is that the technical definition of professionalism isn't likely to hit while one is young and relatively unestablished in the workforce. Malk is pretty wise to kinda sorta maybe it, because it's something that has to be pursued alongside other things. I follow an equivalent or greater problem with my swordsmanship, given its obscurity and questionable modern relevance. Chances are that, irrespective of my potential mastery, that alone won't pay for anything beyond the necessities of living and a couple of cheaper luxuries. If I, say, became a full-time instructor, I could pay the bills, feed myself and perhaps afford some vidya on the side, but not much else.

    At the moment, I'm wondering what I should do secondarily, but most of what I'm interested in has its own challenges. For instance, I'm currently weighing up the pros and cons of following game design. I have no doubt that I've got strong potential as a game designer, but one of the issues with game design as an industry is that artists or programmers -- usually the former -- tend to get promoted to that leadership position rather than anyone educated and trained specifically for it. As a result, an education in game design (as oppoed to game art or game programming) will equip me to design great games without being practical in the industry sense. Conversely, a course in game programming could propel me upwards, but ultimately won't teach me how to create a game holistically.
  • But you never had any to begin with.
    I think Skyrim is mocking me. There are no carriages from Winterhold, and I despise fast travel with a burning passion, so every time I go there, I have to walk back to Windhelm whilst being assaulted by wolves.
  • edited 2011-11-15 12:31:14
    MORONS! I'VE GOT MORONS ON MY PAYROLL!
    Also, I don't think my writing's very good, and I know blah blah subjective blah blah hard on yourself but it largely discourages me from writing anymore because I have to look at how rough my writing is.

    On the note of being a pathetic nerd, Yuno is up in a match-up today in saimoe league.

    Go on up and vote!

  • One foot in front of the other, every day.
    @Malk: While I've only read that snippet I commented on in the writing thread, I noticed that you succeeded in creating an intriguing concept smoothly, and that the reading of it was enjoyable. Just as notably, you explained the concept of the setting within the text that would be read as part of the final product rather than copping out and giving the all-too-common external explanation. I think, if you enjoy it, you should continue to write.

    @Saigy: The lack of roads on the map doesn't help matters much when it comes to getting around the world. This is especially groan-worthy when a quest location is in the middle of nowhere in a region you haven't been, so you have to make your way to the nearest known location and make your way from there. All without any clear indication of an efficient path, or whether you'll come across an impassable obstacle from your current direction.
  • You can change. You can.
    Saigyouji is finally realizing that gaming is all about mocking the player. 
  • edited 2011-11-15 13:03:59
    Creature - Florida Dragon Turtle Human
    Someone wants to be the guy?

    As for gaming...hmm...

    Maybe I'll go and finish Shaman King 1.  That's probably the quickest and least thinking-intensive.  Alien 3 requires a lot of mental RAM to remember where all the prisoners and the barriers are.  Nostalgia would require me to reload all the information of knowing what does what and what's weak to what and stuff, though that could be helped with a FAQ.  But I definitely wanna save Recettear for last.

    I do at some point want to continue or restart Pokémon TCG, though that's also very thinking-intensive.
  • One foot in front of the other, every day.
    Another Skyrim note.

    While the game is certainly far superior to Oblivion is regards to having a less breakable system, it can still be abused somewhat. When your major skills get to such a level that they begin to level slowly, you can simply move to abusing skills you otherwise ignore. This way, you can continue to gain levels pretty quickly, although your lack of extra proficiency in your core skills will ensure that higher-level perks will remain locked off. All the same, the Health/Stamina/Magicka bonus is sometimes the difference between life and death.

    As noted, though, there's a build efficiency penalty in breaking the system, especially when it comes to adversaries that level with you.
  • No rainbow star
    "So, I think I'll retexture the Enderdragon today since I'm falling behind on my pack. This won't be haHOLY CRAP LOOK AT THE SIZE OF THAT TEXTURE!"

    It isn't so bad with the Harvest Moon texture pack (woohoo simple textures!), but my other ones (especially the 32x one)...

    x.x
  • MORONS! I'VE GOT MORONS ON MY PAYROLL!
    Ugh, I hate mailing professors to beg for letters of recommendation. I always try to be respectful but feel like I'm coming off ass-kissy.
  • So I figured if I'll eventually have to shave my goatee, I'd might as well do it now and get used to it.

    ...and I'm regretting it.
  • edited 2011-11-15 14:24:04
    Has friends besides tanks now
    I . . . sorta know the opposite of that feel; I gave up on No-Shave November because my facial hair doesn't grow that fast, and until the point where I actually had a legitimate mustache (a beard ain't happening, as much as I'd like one), I'd look completely trashy.
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