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My piano arrived, BUT...

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  • randomtropeloserrandomtropeloser
    edited 2011-02-09 01:10:31
    *tee hee*  Thanks!  (I'm redacting the last part of this for fear that a kid might see it)
  • TnopheliaTnophelia
    I'm a masochist as well, but only during sex. Random unwarranted torture of the Saw/Hostel brand would be scary and horrible, regardless of how much I deemed myself to like it.
  • randomtropeloserrandomtropeloser
    edited 2011-02-09 01:11:05
    (Probably better is I get rid of this, too.)
  • TnopheliaTnophelia
    Some people torture out of hatred and perversion, not out of a psychological drive to see you in pain, after all, they are torturing you. They could even be doing it because it's Winter, or because Socks are on sale at Wal Mart for 8.99. If they are torturing you I'm pretty sure reason doesn't sit well with them to begin with.
  • randomtropeloserrandomtropeloser
    edited 2011-02-09 01:11:29
    (sigh)  I hate my guilt complex.
  • TnopheliaTnophelia
    I would torture somebody just to see them slowly die, or to see how muscles work. But that's just me.
  • randomtropeloserrandomtropeloser
    edited 2011-02-09 01:11:55
    Feel free to lose all respect for me for doing this.
  • TnopheliaTnophelia
    Yes. The only reason I would do that is because I hate them and would not feel bad if they happen to die suddenly from me looking around inside of them. It would not differ whether or not they laughed or cried, I would just cut out their tongue or seal their mouth so they wouldn't annoy me while I play vein marionette with their hands.
  • randomtropeloserrandomtropeloser
    ...Want to be friends?
  • TnopheliaTnophelia
    Sure.
  • Central AvenueCentral Avenue
    I have this fantasy in which I torture an unwilling person just to take pleasure in their pain. But I don't kill them, because then they wouldn't be in pain anymore.

    You didn't need to know this, but I wanted to say it for some reason.
  • randomtropeloserrandomtropeloser
    ^^ <3

    ^ Anyone who has ever had a bad day has felt that way, methinks.
  • TnopheliaTnophelia
    We don't get to talk about these kinds of things because too many people would call us out for them, and forums about torturing people are kind of weird to go to.

    Decided to not link to an actual one due to the HSQ of the BDSM going on.
  • ClockworkUniverseClockworkUniverse
    OOOooooOoOoOOoo, I'm a ghoOooOooOOOost!
    I'm not into torture on either end, but I'd just like to say that if someone told me a few years ago that I'd see a conversation about torture that was this nice, I'd have just laughed.
  • TnopheliaTnophelia
    I try not to do the "one up" game when it goes to harming people. I used to do that a long time ago, and realized how bad my imagination was, and how much it felt like Old Shame afterwards. If given the option to do what I imagined to a real person, I wouldn't have the guts to do it. Mostly due to forced empathy, when I see someone in pain, I imagine myself with that pain.
  • ClockworkUniverseClockworkUniverse
    OOOooooOoOoOOoo, I'm a ghoOooOooOOOost!
    I feel like I'd be okay with something kind of light, but I wouldn't want things to get out of hand.
  • randomtropeloserrandomtropeloser
    edited 2011-02-09 00:30:16
    ^^^^^ I wouldn't talk about this type of thing on the main fora because I'd be afraid that a younger troper might see it.  The biggest rule in my morality book is that nearly almost anything is fine until kids are thrown into the mix.

    ^^^^ We may be monsters, but that doesn't mean we have to be monsters about it!
  • TnopheliaTnophelia
    I guess the whole "I like pain" is okay, as long as body disfigurement isn't part of it. Punching, scratching, biting and pinching is okay with me. But I will not stretch things that are not meant to be stretched, or open up any part of the body that isn't meant to be opened up that far.
  • Central AvenueCentral Avenue
    edited 2011-02-09 00:33:58
    Torture, at least on the scale I fantasize about, is one of those things that's fun and amazing to make believe, but given the opportunity to act it out, I probably wouldn't, as I'd feel guilty about it afterwards.

    (There's consensual BDSM, but of course in my fantasies the torture isn't consensual.)
  • randomtropeloserrandomtropeloser
    Again, that's where you and I differ.  Provided I can heal from it, that is.
  • DYREDYRE
    edited 2011-02-09 00:34:58
    ^ Anyone who has ever had a bad day has felt that way, methinks.

    Not me.
    I'd never want to do something like that to someone, no matter how much I didn't like them... :<

    Also...
    nearly almost anything is fine until kids are thrown into the mix.


    Hm...
  • randomtropeloserrandomtropeloser
    ^ Well, I never said anything about acting on the urges, just that many people get them.  Whenever I do, I try to imagine how I'd feel afterward, and then immediately stop thinking about causing harm to whoever was making my day bad.
  • Central AvenueCentral Avenue
    edited 2011-02-09 00:42:26
    I don't fantasize about torturing any specific real person. Just a generic person in my head.

    Almost all my fantasies involve generic people, actually.

    Edit: Also, this is why I say things like this.
  • AnonusAnonus
    I never think about torture. Lots of violence, sometimes, when I'm angry.
  • randomtropeloserrandomtropeloser
    The only times I've thought about torture were when someone did something really, really horrible, oftentimes not even directed at me.  Take neo-nazis, for instance. 
  • AnonusAnonus
    Also why the fuck is this thread about torture. This is the weirdest derail ever.
  • Central AvenueCentral Avenue
    I think my thing is that the idea of me inflicting pain on other people--even if they don't deserve it--makes me feel powerful and controlling. I'm a control freak UpToEleven.

    It's probably not healthy, but...I don't know what to do about it.
  • randomtropeloserrandomtropeloser
    ^^Well, the main topic could only have provided us with meaningful conversation for so long.
  • DYREDYRE
    ^ Well, I never said anything about acting on the urges, just that many people get them.

    Yeah, I know. It's normal. It's just I don't get those urges at all. At most, if someone's making me mad I'll want to hit them or something, but I'd never even think of like, torture or anything.
  • TnopheliaTnophelia
    Piano > ParanoiaFuel > VideoGames > Body Horror > ? > Personalities > Alignments > Violence > Torture
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