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I still have no idea if I'm an Atheist or a Deist.
I'm pretty much on the edge of the two sides.
On one hand, I have stopped caring about God so much that I really am more of an Apatheist at this point.
On the other, I still stick to diesm for reasons I'm not really sure of. Well, there is the fear of going to hell for not believing, but, ironically, that is one of the things that is making me lean on the side of Atheism (no all-loving God would do such a thing) combined with shit in my life making me questioning why a Benevolent God would do these kinds of things to people (personal family stuff. I don't mention them because I don't like pushing my shit on other people)
I first noticed this when I actually did something I never did before: Create a Pantheon for Full Auto that had nothing to do with ths Christian God (He doesn't even exist in Full Auto--the series takes an Atheistic "Divine Beings do not exist at all" view of the universe). Said Gods even existed in the story itself and were real.
....I don't really know where I'm going with this.
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With that said, you have plenty of time to figure that out, especially once you've gain more experiences in life. At our ages, we have a long way to go before we can really find what sort of things we feel are worthy of putting faith in.
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I've been both at different points, although mostly a Christian. A few years back I more or less woke up one morning and decided - "You know what, I can live without believing in God."
A few months later, I had a bad spell of what was either chronic anxiety or depression, and decided that no, actually, I couldn't. I knew I was getting better when I started going to church again. This is a terrible reason for believing in God by any rational measure, but it seems to work for me.
Anyway, the real lesson from my experience is probably - be consistent about it, whatever way you go.
Do you believe in a divine entity, yes or no?
Also, as far as I know of, Deism has no concept of hell.
If the trends help you out that's great, but I prefer to find what works for me.
Hm. I spelled it as if it was a German word.
That's a really awful excuse, you know.
Meanwhile, this one has several (currently 3, 4th is under construction) Anthropomophic Personifications which she does not believe in, but regards as useful mental constructs. In case she needs someone to thank, ask, get mad at or ask existential questions.