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My diet.

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  • ChagenChagen
    [tɕagɛn]
    "So it's gone from you being stressed and not having eaten for five days straight, to you being majorly stressed and eating just enough to keep you from feeling the full effects of starvation, to you being depressed but eating more over the course of the past few days before making this thread and claiming you hadn't eaten for five days straight?"

    Look, I made this thread because I was getting worried. I was eating more. But it was still very little.
  • ForzareForzare
    edited 2011-09-03 20:15:33
    Till shade is gone, till water is gone, into the Shadow with teeth bared, screaming defiance with the last breath, to spit in Sightblinder’s eye on the last Day.
    You still misrepresented what was going on to make it sound more dramatic.  When it's already a pretty serious problem.
  • ForzareForzare
    edited 2011-09-03 20:15:44
    Till shade is gone, till water is gone, into the Shadow with teeth bared, screaming defiance with the last breath, to spit in Sightblinder’s eye on the last Day.

  • ChagenChagen
    [tɕagɛn]
    Because I didn't expect you guys to hyperanalyze every single word I said
  • ForzareForzare
    edited 2011-09-03 20:17:45
    Till shade is gone, till water is gone, into the Shadow with teeth bared, screaming defiance with the last breath, to spit in Sightblinder’s eye on the last Day.
    it's progressed to the point of me literally going 4-5 days without eating. Anything. At all.

    Those words are pretty clear.  And that's like halfway to death.  Of course people are going to mention that.

    It's not hyperanalysis.  It's noticing what look like the most important facts.
  • NovaNova
    If you must eat a phoenix, boil it, do not roast it. This only encourages their mischievous habits.
    Look, I made this thread because I was getting worried. I was eating more. But it was still very little.

    So you decided to tell us about it.

    Because... why?

    I know full well the effects eating next to nothing has on a human body. Hell, you wanna know something? It's been months now and I'm still malnourished as all fuck.

    I find your story very doubtful. About the only thing that causes this level of starvation is physical deprivation of food or anorexia.

    You claim you're not anorexic, and you have easy access to food.

    So tell me. Which part is a lie?
  • MillerCrossMillerCross
    edited 2011-09-03 20:19:03
    You can change. You can.
    ^^ I do have to say that I had to do that while I was intoxicated and that it is very possible to live doing that. 

    Just as an FYI.
  • GelzoGelzo
    Pony Sleuth
    Maybe more time fixing the problem and less time talking about not fixing it is in order.
  • NovaNova
    If you must eat a phoenix, boil it, do not roast it. This only encourages their mischievous habits.
    I do have to say that I had to do that while I was intoxicated and that it is very possible to live doing that. 

    Just as an FYI.

    It is possible, yes. But it's not easy at all to do it non-wilfully.
  • ChagenChagen
    [tɕagɛn]
    "You claim you're not anorexic, and you have easy access to food."

    Both are true.

    I simply didn't eat, even when I had ready, easy access to food. I was just to depressed to do anything but browse the internet.
  • GelzoGelzo
    Pony Sleuth
    Well it sounds like anorexia.
  • ForzareForzare
    edited 2011-09-03 20:22:12
    Till shade is gone, till water is gone, into the Shadow with teeth bared, screaming defiance with the last breath, to spit in Sightblinder’s eye on the last Day.
    That sounds like anorexia to me.

    Not all eating disorders are "I'm fat, must lose weight."

    gezlo y u ninjar
  • ChagenChagen
    [tɕagɛn]
    I don't have a distorted self-image though. I don't care about losing weight.

    It's not anorexia, it's just depression.
  • ForzareForzare
    edited 2011-09-03 20:23:34
    Till shade is gone, till water is gone, into the Shadow with teeth bared, screaming defiance with the last breath, to spit in Sightblinder’s eye on the last Day.
    ^
    Not all eating disorders are "I'm fat, must lose weight."

    It's not anorexia, it's just depression.

    If you're depressed to the point where you're starving yourself, get the hell to a doctor instead of sitting around complaining on the internet.  That's a really serious thing.
  • GelzoGelzo
    edited 2011-09-03 20:23:58
    Pony Sleuth
    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anorexia

    Anorexia may refer to:


    • Anorexia (symptom), the symptom of poor appetite whatever the cause

    • Anorexia nervosa, an eating disorder of excessive weight loss and usually undue concern about body shape

    • Anorexia mirabilis, referring to (usually) women and girls of the Middle Ages who would starve themselves, sometimes to the death, for the sake of piety

  • ChagenChagen
    [tɕagɛn]
    I'm actually eating something right now, and I'll try to ask my parents....though it's hopeless....

    I should have never informed you guys of this....
  • GelzoGelzo
    Pony Sleuth
    Note the words "whatever the cause" and "usually".
  • ForzareForzare
    edited 2011-09-03 20:25:54
    Till shade is gone, till water is gone, into the Shadow with teeth bared, screaming defiance with the last breath, to spit in Sightblinder’s eye on the last Day.
    ^^
    I'm actually eating something right now
    You still have a problem, if you're forcing yourself to eat without an appetite.

     and I'll try to ask my parents
    Good.

    though it's hopeless
    That kind of attitude never helps.

    I should have never informed you guys of this....
    Because we're trying to make you get help?
  • NovaNova
    If you must eat a phoenix, boil it, do not roast it. This only encourages their mischievous habits.
    I don't have a distorted self-image though. I don't care about losing weight. 

    It's not anorexia, it's just depression.

  • ViviVivi
    $80+ per session
    What did you hope to get from us when you made this thread?

    Because if it wasn't exactly what we gave you, I don't know what is.
  • ChagenChagen
    [tɕagɛn]
    I didn't expect everyone to be all extremely serious and the like. I certainly wasn't expecting all the "GET HELP NOW" responses. I didn't really know what to expect.
  • ForzareForzare
    edited 2011-09-03 20:30:37
    Till shade is gone, till water is gone, into the Shadow with teeth bared, screaming defiance with the last breath, to spit in Sightblinder’s eye on the last Day.
    You said you literally hadn't eaten a single thing in five days.  You said you were practically starving yourself.

    You aren't just going to get "lol" in response.
  • LegionnaireLegionnaire
    What did you expect? People to go "that sucks" or "get well soon" or "sucks to be you, dude" and not even remotely attempt to help you?
  • WaltzyWaltzy
    If you didn't know you had a problem then that would explain not expecting our response.

    It does sounds serious. I'm pretty sure the primary worry is your health and you not being aware that it's in as much trouble as it's in if what you say is true.

    I'm not doubting you or anything right now, but it would be a good idea to just find a way to help yourself recover. Take some of the advice and either ask your parents or talk to someone at your school.

    I guarantee that someone will care. Just please, look after yourself. :<
  • All NinesAll Nines
    edited 2011-09-03 20:38:46
    Has friends besides tanks now
    @Chagen: PROTIP: If you want people to interpret you correctly, you should learn how to use the word "literally" correctly. Not that it's sufficient that you ate a little bit over those days, either; you still need help. And the fact that you didn't know this was a big deal lends further credence to this thread's pleas for you to seek help, even if you didn't realize it at the time.
  • MillerCrossMillerCross
    You can change. You can.
    It's funny. If I were in a situation as bad as you described, answers such as 

     "that sucks" or "get well soon" or "sucks to be you, dude"

    Would have made me stab a cat. 
  • IcalasariIcalasari
    No rainbow star
    Anybody else feel this thread is going in circles?

    Look Chagen. Get to the doctor no matter what. Keep your paranoia in check long enough for a doctor (and a psychologist if deemed necessary) to see you

    If need be, tell your parents about your paranoia and hunger. You see them as bad guys. This means that if they give ANY sort of shit about you, they will get you some sort of help and then you can rationalize it in your head as them being psychotic
  • ForzareForzare
    Till shade is gone, till water is gone, into the Shadow with teeth bared, screaming defiance with the last breath, to spit in Sightblinder’s eye on the last Day.
    Anybody else feel this thread is going in circles?
    Yes.  And I'm having deja vu, too.

    There's not much else we can say here that hasn't  already been said.  Talk to your parents.  Get professional help, because this is a serious problem.
  • All NinesAll Nines
    Has friends besides tanks now
    "Anybody else feel this thread is going in circles?"

    Always.

    Sorry if I didn't actually provide much advice for this problem, Chagen, but the solution can only be given so many times . . .
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