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I feel really, really bad right now.

ChagenChagen
edited 2011-05-16 12:21:42 in General
[tɕagɛn]
You may have seen me angsting over having to present a crappy project in English today. I was really worried; it sucked, and Was unfinished. So I decided to lie to my parents that I was really sick today, and so I didn't go to scho today. It shouldn't take explaining as to why this bugs me. It was such a pussy move. Especially when I'll just have to do it tomorrow. God dammit. I shouldn't just run away from my problems like this. Ugh. And I sinned too. Now I really am sick.
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  • CommandoDudeCommandoDude
    edited 2011-05-16 12:23:14
    CRIMINAL SCUM!
    Dude. The teacher is going to KNOW you didn't finish it. They'll also know you're full of crap when you say you were sick.
  • VorpyVorpy
    ☭Unstoppable Sex Goddess☭
    Ask to go to school then. Presenting it badly is better than not presenting it at all while you sit at home in a mire of melancholy.
  • ChagenChagen
    [tɕagɛn]
    The teacher already knows anyway. And it's after the class, it ended over 55 minutes ago.
  • IanExMachinaIanExMachina
    I am Dr. Ned who is totally not Dr. Zed in disguise.
    Jesus christ Chagen, this is almost as sinful as promiscuous sex!!1eleventy.

    Does your teacher know you haven't done it, why not finish and turn up and ask to have time especially to present it?
  • VorpyVorpy
    ☭Unstoppable Sex Goddess☭
    Looks like you missed the timing. Nothing left to do but play Minecraft, right?
  • ChagenChagen
    [tɕagɛn]
    Vorpy: I guess. I can't even edit it to make it better.

    Ian: "Thou shalt not lie" and all that jazz.
  • TheConductorTheConductor
    edited 2011-05-16 12:34:04
    Meh, I skipped school when I hadn't finished homework all the time. It's not that a big deal bro. And I'm sure God will forgive you for lying to your parents. Forgiving people is his MO is it not?

    I mean, so long as you get it finished before your next class. Even make up for it by getting other stuff done that's not due quite yet.
  • ChagenChagen
    [tɕagɛn]
    Yes, it is. But that doesn't mean I shouldn't try to remain truthful.
  • Tnu1138Tnu1138
    I didn't know you modded Chagen.
  • IanExMachinaIanExMachina
    I am Dr. Ned who is totally not Dr. Zed in disguise.
    Yes but you've sinned you'll end up hell now eh?

    Or if you can repent, why not just continue the lie, and do the presentation then repent?
  • ChagenChagen
    edited 2011-05-16 12:42:58
    [tɕagɛn]
    Ian:Minor sins don't get you thrown in hell. My remorse for this action is repentance enough.

    Man, I don't know what to do.

    Brb marathoning Baccano!
  • IanExMachinaIanExMachina
    I am Dr. Ned who is totally not Dr. Zed in disguise.
    Well what are the potential consequences for your choices:
    -Lie and try to give in tomorrow.
    -Tell the truth to your teacher.
    -Do nothing and sit on IJBM.
  • ChagenChagen
    [tɕagɛn]
    Well, due to testing on Tuesday, I don't have to present till Wendsday.
  • nohaynicklibrenohaynicklibre
    Kichigai birthday!!
    Well, why don't you start already? Tell me something you hate so I can spam it and lure you out of your computer
  • ChagenChagen
    [tɕagɛn]
    The entire thing has already been turned in. There's nothing I can do to it anymore.
  • Tnu1138Tnu1138
     in other words it's just the guilt eatign you away.
  • Trash_VortexTrash_Vortex
    edited 2011-05-16 13:03:00
    ^^^ He hates everything. Just post whatever you like.
  • nohaynicklibrenohaynicklibre
    Kichigai birthday!!
    Fine
  • InsanityAddictInsanityAddict
    Diet NEET
    That's happy and bouncy, how could that not cheer someone up?

    Anyhow, was it really necessary to create a seperate thread for this?
  • nohaynicklibrenohaynicklibre
    edited 2011-05-16 15:33:49
    Kichigai birthday!!


    Im sure Chagen will hate seeing his Touhou waifus being turned on Chargeman Ken characters
  • ChagenChagen
    [tɕagɛn]
    So I have this presentation tomorrow and I really would like to die right now and oh fuck what the hell do i do

    FUCK

    I'm almost thinking of lying again to get out of it another day but that wouldn't work and even if it did I'd still have to do it Thursday and god dammit what the fuck am I supposed to do

    FUCK!

    ...god dammit.

  • ForzareForzare
    Till shade is gone, till water is gone, into the Shadow with teeth bared, screaming defiance with the last breath, to spit in Sightblinder’s eye on the last Day.
    Dude, it's just a presentation.  It'll last like five minutes, and you're done.

    Chill the fuck out.
  • VorpyVorpy
    ☭Unstoppable Sex Goddess☭
    Didn't you say you were really outgoing? Why are you worried? Just do cool zany stuff to distract from how nervous you are.
  • Trash_VortexTrash_Vortex
    edited 2011-05-17 21:12:27
    Break the ice. Always how I start (that's a lie) Pretend to freak out. I was once caught offgaurd during a multi-people presentation and I sucked at it. Errrrrs Ummmms- all across the shop.
  • ChagenChagen
    [tɕagɛn]
    Vorpy: Not in official matters such as this. I am outgoing when I don't have a teacher and 20+ students evaluating every move I make.

    Forzare: I have this very fucked up sense of honor-things that would be barely embrassing to others are crushing to me. I'm having a difficult time putting this up because presenting such an awful project is crushing to my honor.

    It doesn't matter how much people tell me that they won't judge me--I am utterly convinced that friendships and reputation lie in what I present. I feel that if I present something this bad, I'll lose my friendships, honor, and rep, and no amount of rational arguments have made my delusional mind think otherwise.
  • ForzareForzare
    Till shade is gone, till water is gone, into the Shadow with teeth bared, screaming defiance with the last breath, to spit in Sightblinder’s eye on the last Day.
    Wouldn't... not presenting be worse, then?
  • ChagenChagen
    [tɕagɛn]
    At least the badness isn't seen for itself...

    Okay, I know none of it makes sense, but I've been known my whole life for being delusional, paranoid, and partially schizophrenic, so.....
  • ChagenChagen
    [tɕagɛn]
    AGHH.

    I swear, I'd love to tell me teacher just to give me a zero. I'd rather fail the whole year than present something this unprofessional and destructive to my honor. I don't give a fuck what anyobe else says.

    But my mom just said she'd choke me to death if I didn't do it....oh god, what the fuck do I do....

    I'm near tears in real life right now. I just wanna cry so bad right now. I don't want to do this. I'd rather kill myself than do this. Ugh. Fuck everything. Fuck school. Fuck life. FUCK EVERYTHING.

    Ugh. Oh god. So. Fucking. Scared.

    -cries-

    My honor, my pride, will be crushed by this. FUCKING CRUSHED. WHY THE FUCK DID GOD CREATE ME ONLY TO MAKE ME SUFFER?!

    WHY?!
  • GelzoGelzo
    Pony Sleuth
    That's quite a dramatic reaction. Hopefully you'll be able to calm down in a bit and put things in perspective.

    And anyway, it can be important to know how to half-ass things at times. It's better than no-assing it, at least.
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    Tableflipper
    I want to see the video version because this is amusing to watch.
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