I can not live in my fantasies

Tnu1138

I have so many settings and universes that I want to visit. Joan of Arcadia, Avatar: The Last Airbender, DCAU, Black Lagoon, Fullmetal Alchemist, Yu Yu Hakusho, GTO, Even my own fantasy verse tha tI created  i'm sick of reality and wondering why people have to deal with th8is shit. What did we do exactly?

InsanityAddict

Become an otakukin, or go do soulbonding.

Tnu1138

i'm not entierly familier with the suffix "kin"

InsanityAddict

http://encyclopediadramatica.ch/Otakukin (NSFW, obviously)

Also available in Sang, dragonkin, robokin, angelkin, and other forms.

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I'm pretty sure those guys can't live in their fantasies either, they're just under the illusion that they are closer to there.

Also why the hell do you want to visit Black Lagoon's world >_>

Vorpy

Otakukin Wordtrack:

furry: 4

fag/faggot:4

nigger: 0

Ah, I like this page. It was written some-what well.

Tnu1138

I'm just too disillusioned witht he world at this point and I tend to get lost in my sort of fantasies then I get worried about creating character derailment  and head back itt o the real world which i've been concined through political science and anthropology is nothing but a piece of shit.

InsanityAddict

How does anthropology convince you of this? It usually is very respectful of even the oddest of human behaviour.
Perhaps you mean psychology/sociology?

Tnu1138

yeah probobl i just have come in to the mindset that the world sucks and there's nothing Ican do about it so why bother?

InsanityAddict

becos goign otu ther an livin migth giv u a braek from teh endles agnsting on the net?

Tnu1138

there is nothing out there for me it's always hot ore cold. always too bright or too dark. always people out there wanting to get in  my business. and things are far to physical.

LouieW

Tnu1138,

yeah probably i just have come in to the mindset that the world sucks and there's nothing I can do about it so why bother?

Well, unless you can provide some compelling evidence for that assertion, I think that you are definitely wrong about that. You do not necessarily need amazing skills to help people out. It is not too difficult for most people to volunteer and there are other ways of helping like donating money. An even simpler way of helping out is by being polite to people and in so doing setting an example for others. Basically, I think you do have options.

I think that it is certainly true that the world is nowhere near perfect, but I disagree with you about there being nothing you can do about it. Even if all you can do is make a relatively small impact, that is something. 

Tnu1138

its pointless because theres no build up and it will just be torn down and forgotton. Everything fades. principles die when exposed to fear, people become forgotton or ignored. A man I see as a hero seems to have his principles derided as insane by the world at large.

InsanityAddict

Tanning opportunities, snowball fights, a chance to computer outside, the possibility to go for a walk in the woods and scare the hell out of other hikers by looking like a hoodlum, new friends to make or enemies to be rude too, and the self-satisfied feeling of exhaustion about actually having been legitmately busy. They are all things you can learn to enjoy.

Tnu1138

tanning is boring and i'm photosensetive anyway. I hate sand. The woods are always muggy or frigid and are filled with dirt and bugs. I've pretty much given up on making friends anyway because for one that would requ ire dealign with all the things i've4 listed and two I suck at it. If nobody here likes me I see no reason anyone out there would.

LouieW

Tnu1138,

If nobody here likes me I see no reason anyone out there would.

I think that sounds kind of silly. I mean, I thought interactions with people on the internet were generally thought to be harsher than those with people offline.

Secondly, you can improve on things. I do not like seeing someone give up like that without providing any good evidence as to why that is the best option for you.

Tnu1138

i've got no place to go anymore i'm sick of moving to new communities and making new friens because they will never be the same or fill the void i can't deal with that anymore TV Tropes was my last hope of salvation and now I have virtually no place to call home.

LouieW

Tnu1138,

Do you think you could clarify as to how TV Tropes was your "last hope of salvation" and such? I do not quite understand what you mean by that. I think you can find a home, but I also believe that you have to have some kind of motivation to do that.

From what I can tell, you are talking through your emotions rather than through your rationality right now. I think people tend to make better decisions relying on the latter so I believe that you need to take a break for a bit and then come back to this. Of course, the choice is yours, but I think you have a better chance of a good outcome if you take a break for a little while to cool down.

Tnu1138

I am talking through my emotions and inability to deal with myt past. I will never find a place like that or friends like them ever again (this goes back further then TV Tropes) and every time I try and get in to a new community I end up being exiled.

Forzare

I honestly think a therapist would do you worlds of good, tnu.

Tnu1138

I know I know money issues and difficulty with schedualing and finding the right professional.