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I hate everything.

ChagenChagen
edited 2011-04-19 23:26:52 in General
[tɕagɛn]
DYRE pointed out in another thread that I hate everything.

After a short internal monologue, he's right. I do hate everything. My entire life can be defined as acceptance of a few small things, in a sea of nothing but rage. Rage at myself. At other people. At things. 

It's depressing. A life of endless rage has done nothing for me. It has only depressed me into a lazy worthless armchair critic, which only drives me to rage harder at things, further getting me into this vicious cycle. What is the point of waking up, when I am defined by rage? I like many things, but I hate nearly as much. All I do is spit vitriol on what I hate. 

I am filled with far too much rage for my own good. I yell at others indiscriminately, I am forced to communicate with them, even when I don't want to, holding back my rage as I force myself to stop being so angry. I tolerate only a minor few, others I am forced to tolerate when they want me to communicate with them, when they demand it to be so, for it is so, and it must be so because it is so. 

All this has done is make me a jaded and rude asshole. 

Once again, I ask, what is the point of waking up, when I defined by anger and mere tolerance for most of them? Perhaps it should be better I never wake up in the first place....
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Comments

  • TheMightyAnonymTheMightyAnonym
    ~♥YES♥~! I *AM* a ~♥cupcake♥~! ^_^
    This is awesome.

    You're free now Chaggy-chan.

    Free.

    free

    Sooo...

    ...I recommend learning how love things and appreciate things.

    Easier said than done, but worth a shot.
  • DYREDYRE
    Solution: stop being 15 years old.

    But really, most teenagers are assholes.  Probably has something to do with puberty.

    In any case, you'll almost certainly eventually stop acting like you do.

    Still, probably best to at least try to be less vocal about it for the time being...
  • ChagenChagen
    [tɕagɛn]
    ...Okay, to be honest, I went into "emo teenager" mode when writing this....
  • Central AvenueCentral Avenue
    What I would say, DYRE said better.
  • RedEyedAbyssRedEyedAbyss

    "Once again, I ask, what is the point of waking up, when I defined by anger and mere tolerance for most of them? Perhaps it should be better I never wake up in the first place...."

    I would be very grateful if in regards to your constant suicide threats, kindly...shut up.

  • VorpyVorpy
    edited 2011-04-19 23:37:46
    ☭Unstoppable Sex Goddess☭
    Perhaps it should be better I never wake up in the first place...."


    Except we are on the internet and don't need to give a shit, Chagen. Threatening suicide on the internet is like....

    ...I could not find a metaphor stupid enough to use so I will just say I don't have any fucks left to send to you when you do happen to do it.

    Either way, Sympathy Fishing is best done when it doesn't involve killing yourself.

    v THEREMINS
  • ChagenChagen
    [tɕagɛn]
    But they sound so dramatic!
  • RedEyedAbyssRedEyedAbyss
    Well, if it helps Vorpy, there's that tale about the boy who cried wolf.
  • TheMightyAnonymTheMightyAnonym
    ~♥YES♥~! I *AM* a ~♥cupcake♥~! ^_^
    The wolf boy who cried wolf.



    See? Ears.
  • VorpyVorpy
    ☭Unstoppable Sex Goddess☭
    Except being aware of wolves is important to my survival and well-being, somebody killing themselves isn't...but I guess that works too.
  • Old SaturnOld Saturn
    You could try not giving so many shits about everything Chagen. I have no room to talk, but I'm still right.
  • VorpyVorpy
    ☭Unstoppable Sex Goddess☭
    ^ Hypocrisy fallacy is a fallacy, not a legitimate featherduster to remove good points.
  • randomtropeloserrandomtropeloser
    I thought this was a joke thread at first.  Chagen, is there really any need to be so pessimistic?  I can probably name at least a few things you don't hate.  Like... Touhou!  Yeah, Touhou is cool.
  • VorpyVorpy
    ☭Unstoppable Sex Goddess☭
    And Diapers
  • Old SaturnOld Saturn
    And his Waifu.
  • ChagenChagen
    [tɕagɛn]
    "...Okay, to be honest, I went into "emo teenager" mode when writing this...."

  • Old SaturnOld Saturn
    "Went into"

    Okay.
  • VorpyVorpy
    ☭Unstoppable Sex Goddess☭
    8====D (;)
  • RedEyedAbyssRedEyedAbyss
    edited 2011-04-19 23:56:21
    You could follow Gabranth and turn hatred into a fuel source.
  • Central AvenueCentral Avenue
    edited 2011-04-19 23:56:20
    ^^^^ Well, snap out of it.

    If nothing else, acting like this isn't gonna get you unbanned from TVTropes anytime soon.
  • Old SaturnOld Saturn
    I doubt he will ever get unbanned, honestly.
  • VorpyVorpy
    ☭Unstoppable Sex Goddess☭
    Gabranth is so fucking cool.
  • Central AvenueCentral Avenue
    edited 2011-04-19 23:59:38
    ^^ Well, so do I, but I figured if he tries to work towards that his attitude might improve.
  • Old SaturnOld Saturn
    Yeah, might.

    But he's never being allowed on TV Tropes again, that's for sure.
  • TheMightyAnonymTheMightyAnonym
    edited 2011-04-20 00:03:36
    ~♥YES♥~! I *AM* a ~♥cupcake♥~! ^_^
    Hm... was it always this crazy before I showed up again?

    Since I've arrived:

    1. We moved to a new server.
    2. The avatars got bigger.
    3. The formatting was cracked.
    4. Chaggy had a mental collapse of sorts. (currently in progress)


    Anything I forgot to add?
  • ChagenChagen
    [tɕagɛn]
    "But he's never being allowed on TV Tropes again, that's for sure."

    Then there is no point to existing. I have nothing to live for.

    If a creature is in nothing but suffering and pain, you put it out of its misery.
  • curiousTraitorcuriousTraitor
    Hahaha. wat.

    I call shenanigans. Seriously, get a life or something.
  • Central AvenueCentral Avenue
    ^^ Melodrama will get you nowhere.
  • Old SaturnOld Saturn
    Hahahahahahahaha.
  • PonicalicaPonicalica
    (void)
    Try fixing your goddamn problems.
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