I can't do it anymore

Tnu1138

Every time I get invested in a community I some how screw up and lose. I I got banned form this one but it's not always that. Sometimes it shuts down or the people leave and I have no way of reaching any of them. I made some friends on TV Tropes that I’ll never be able to talk to again. It's unnerving. I can't take it anymore! I can't move I’m exhausted and worn out It's just too much now. I'm getting Therapy but I don't know if that will help at all.

TheMightyAnonym

RELAX.

That's it, right there, the solution to all of your problems.

Unfortunately, this simple thing will very likely be difficult for you, depending on how your mind works. Nonetheless, you should try.

Tnu1138

I could relax if I had TV Tropes back if Icould see my old friends if I could be a part of it allagain

BaronGrackle

(I thought one of the unofficial reasons for this forum was so banned folks could still participate in the community to some extent. No?)
Are there any trope articles you miss reading? I can move them over for you.

TheMightyAnonym

~Enjoy~

But remember this: only use this to A post in the banned thread, or B view wiki pages.

And mention no names.

-shifty eyes-

Icalasari

^ What if the names mention US!? o.o

TheMightyAnonym

Then we can make an IJBM hugbox of the damned.

Tnu1138

If we are still to participate why Ban from the Wiki as well
as the Fora? This makes no sense besides not everyone from the For a is here. And
I can’t just ask for an article every time I 
need it. Seriosly I got nothin without the site guys. Nothing to look foreward too but therapy.

Nyarly

"Nothing to look foreward too but therapy."

That's the only thing you should look forward to anyway.

Tnu1138

What exactly does that mean?

GLORIOUSLeader

That therapy can help. Really, it does. 

Tnu1138

It won't get me back to my friends on the Fora or see the Wiki once again. It won't do any of that. Call me over dramatic but you don't know how I work. I take everything very seriously Online associations and friendships are no lesser then meatspace ones. in fact I sometiems wonder if they are superior. I dispise Meatspace. Nothing worth while ever happens there.

BaronGrackle

^ Don't underestimate real life. Alternatively, make internet friends on websites that aren't run by child-gods.

Tnu1138

Child-gods? Explain. and I can'treally do htat I can'td o it anymore that's what i'm saying I can't migrate again. Too many times  before have I done so and to do so even once more is out of the question. I just need to get back. That is my main objective presently anything else can wait untill that is achived. Nothing else really matters untill that isd one actually.

Icalasari

^^ Or don't think anything as you are about to kill the child god, lest you get turned into a Jack in the Box

BaronGrackle

^ Ha!

^^ But my point was to pick a website that's not likely to ban you on a whim. But more importantly, what was it about this specific community that you miss? If it's a specific person, and you guys got on well, we can hunt them down and convince them to come here. But consider also, that as we grow older, our friends/social circle will likely shift and change. I had several good friends in high school, but I hardly hear from them nowadays. Apart from Facebook posts.

Tnu1138

I can't take that sort of change it just screws with my brain makes me increasingly unstable.  The more people I lose the worse it gets and I can't replace them i've tried. it was the people it was the site it was the atmosphere it was eveyrthing I will not surrender. I shall return I shall not let them remove me from soemthing so dear to me.

Icalasari

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Tnu1138

It's not just that it's the atmospehre and the resources I find them absolutely nessecary. I need to recall and communicate with the people I need to go back what other choice do I have?

BaronGrackle

People can be looked up, hunted down. But with resources and atmosphere, a little change is healthy. If the tvtropes forum really had/has that strong a hold on you, perhaps it is best to move on from it. There is a lot of cool stuff in this life of ours, even apart from posting in the tvtropes forum. :-)

Icalasari

^^ You have the choice of not going back?

Never let anything have such a hold on you that you can't live without it. Not friends, not family, and certainly not entertainment such as a forum. Else when something happens, you'll break down and be unable to function

And wow that sounded cynical

Tnu1138

"move on" I'm sick of heariing that It doesn't work! if it worked Iwo uldn't be dwellling on my best friend from seven years ago! Why does no one get that. I've tried to track her down there is nothing I can go on! It's killing me TV Tropes was my one sanctuary it kept me from killing myself and now it's gone! I need to get back no matter what it takes. I am willing to resort to anything.

BaronGrackle

If you found a way to cope with losing your best friend from seven years ago (seriously--everyone needs to use Facebook), then you can cope with losing access to an internet forum.

Tnu1138

I havn't found a way to cope. That's the point I can't cope anymore everything has only been temporary. It all started hitting me when I turned twenty and I can't tak e it anymore. That's when this whole mess started.

BaronGrackle

So I take it you have checked Facebook? Narrowed the search functions to graduating high school?

Tnu1138

We kenw eachother from a Forum that is long gone now. i've checked her name everywhere on Facebook no solid results.

Stormtroper

That therapy can help. Really, it does.

Tnu1138

Um and the point of repeating that would be?

glennmagusharvey

Well I don't think that hanging one's soul and happiness on a website is a very good idea in general.

You gotta have a sense of self apart from what other people say and do around you.

Tnu1138

I tried that it's what got me banned.

glennmagusharvey

Tried which?