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The fact that the past can and will come back to haunt you

SchitzoSchitzo
edited 2011-04-16 21:18:11 in General
They're somethin' else.
About a month ago, I started talking to this girl who works at my local gamestop. We became good friends after my third visit there. We've been hanging out more and more since then.

The next time I visit her at work, she tells me another customer told her  a secret about me, and I dread the worst. I already know what it entails. It involves me, a yandere girlfriend and an awkward encounter in public I'd like to forget happened.

She says she's not judgmental, but somehow, I doubt it. She even said that if she was a guy, she'd congratulate me.

I asked her what she felt as a girl. She told me she was weirded out, but she'll get over it.

Again, somehow I doubt it. I wish I could erase the whole thing from my history. But I can't. If I could, It would have been done years ago.

I can only hope this doesn't happen with every girl I develop feelings for.

Comments

  • DonZabuDonZabu
    If it was me, I'd find out which customer told her, track them down, and then give them a lesson in what happens when you fuck a stranger in the ass.
  • SchitzoSchitzo
    They're somethin' else.
    I'd rape them anally with a chainsaw. I'm not joking.
  • DonZabuDonZabu

    Actually, when I was writing that post, I considered saying "track them down, and sodomize hit them with a baseball bat".

    But yeah, if she doesn't get over it, one must question whether or not she's even worth it.

  • VorpyVorpy
    edited 2011-04-16 22:24:20
    ☭Unstoppable Sex Goddess☭
    It's best to accept her view on it. Some mistakes are made because you made them happen, like worrying about what she thinks or making her question it. If she is fine, then it's fine, don't try to make her rethink it, or give her a reason to rethink it by doubting.

    and I am talking about your interaction with the new girl, not the past thing since I know nothing about it.

    edit: It's not polite to ask.
  • BobBob
    Wjat was it?
  • SchitzoSchitzo
    They're somethin' else.
    I might as well accept that she knows about it and put it past me with her. Change the subject if it ever comes up.

    Unless what she's been told differs entirely from my own experience. You know how the telephone game goes.
  • Tnu1138Tnu1138
    I can understand the past returning to haunt you. Trust me.
  • BobBob
    So, what was the secret, if you don't mind me asking?
  • SchitzoSchitzo
    They're somethin' else.
    Basically, me more or less getting raped after school out in a baseball field by said yandere ex girlfriend in the past.

    I know what your saying: woman raping a man, wut?

    I had an emotional attachment to the person, and wasn't about to smack around the lass, even if she did pin me down through sheer will and determination (and a somewhat voluptuous frame). My only gesture of fighting back was to strangle her. She did likewise, that much harder.

    Never did see through to what she had in store for me. But when I came to, she was straddling me, crying, repeating "I'm so fucked up" to herself. When I looked around, there was a group of 4 right on the edge of school just a shouting distance away.

    after we got in trouble with the school, and after her parents separated her from ever seeing me, she called me for the sole purpose of taunting me and commiting suicide over the phone.

    I don't know if she's alive or dead. And I'd like to stop caring.
  • Tnu1138Tnu1138
    You just invoked RapeIsOkWhenItsFemaleOnMale.
  • SchitzoSchitzo
    They're somethin' else.
    Everyone else did. My Ex did. This girl that works at gamestop did. And whatever fuckbend that told her. I could deny all that want, but the public will always think "you lucky fucking bastard".
  • Tnu1138Tnu1138
    Sounds ratherhorrible honestly you need a hug?
  • SchitzoSchitzo
    They're somethin' else.
    I'm over it now. I just wish the whole world did likewise. and i wonder if the gamestop girl's hugs will actually be sincere from this point on, if I'll even get them now at this point.

    This probably explains my fucked up sense of humor. first I'm pining over a knife sex psycho, and next I'm thinking about meeting her again and possibly returning the favor without realizing she's probably sane or cured now. If she's alive.
  • VorpyVorpy
    ☭Unstoppable Sex Goddess☭
    I could never understand why most guys cannot see a girl raping a guy as bad.

    They always think "hey, at least you got something out of it -nudge- -nudge-" but if I know anything about unwanted sex where everyone can see it, is that the person who is forced to do it will never forget it, will be cursed with self-esteem issues, and have to put up with the burden of that act being on your "social record" as something to refer to when people want to get to know you or hear about you.
  • StormtroperStormtroper
    Uh, I dunno what to say. Sorry, man.
  • BobBob
    "I know what your saying: woman raping a man, wut?"

    Pfft, like I was saying that. People who think this don't exist are fucking idiots and deserve to get raped by a woman.
  • TheMightyAnonymTheMightyAnonym
    ~♥YES♥~! I *AM* a ~♥cupcake♥~! ^_^
    Well Schitzo, given that it was you who were raped, and not you who did the raping, I can't see any reason why it should be cause for worry. Although I understand why you would feel annoyed about it. If I were raped, I would feel rather... unhappy that someone was going around saying, "Oh yeah, him? He was totally raped, how bout that?". At the very least, you should accept her answer.
  • DonZabuDonZabu
    My advice: move. Go somewhere where people don't know about it. Change your name if you have to. And for the love of God, if anyone does find you in your new location, make it clear that if they mention the incident to anyone, the cops won't be able to recognize their bodies.
  • SchitzoSchitzo
    They're somethin' else.
    They don't call it being raped, though. They called it BEING ONE LUCKY FUCKING BASTARD MAN YOU MUST'VE GOTTEN SOME TIGHT ASS PUSSEH!!
  • TheMightyAnonymTheMightyAnonym
    ~♥YES♥~! I *AM* a ~♥cupcake♥~! ^_^
    Ergh. The problem with rape fetishism, is that rape is only rape when it is involuntary.

    Unfortunately, most people lack the sympathy to understand that a rape victim is just that - a victim.
  • SchitzoSchitzo
    edited 2011-04-17 02:41:26
    They're somethin' else.
    There's also the awkwardness in that is that she was an actual love interest. I loved the person. a lot. And she had the audacity to pull that shit off in public. if it were in private, I would have consented.
  • SchitzoSchitzo
    They're somethin' else.
    The girl asked me for clarification and is of the opinion that i am a total badass.

    ... ... ...

    lol wtf is this shit
  • PonicalicaPonicalica
    (void)
    @Schitzo Don't try to understand it, you won't succeed(I still don't understand how Buttercup likes me), just enjoy the ride.
  • SchitzoSchitzo
    They're somethin' else.
    Will do, Poni.
  • IcalasariIcalasari
    No rainbow star
    Yikes, that's horrible. Not even sure what to say beyond that D:
  • SchitzoSchitzo
    They're somethin' else.
    It wasn't so much horrific as it was a total dick move on the ex's part. First losing control. then blaming me and killing herself.

    The gamestop girl feels sorry for her though. She agrees that maybe I should have smacked her off if it would have kept her alive.
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