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I'm starting to think that I may have an unknown issue

edited 2011-04-06 23:50:23 in General
No rainbow star
I did some thinking today, and realized some things:

1) I'm actually more timid than I thought I was, as I tend to agree with a person even if I was saying something completely opposite of what they were saying

2) I have a tendency to flinch when there is rapid movement, especially if it is my father. It mostly occurs when a hand is outstretched

3) I tend to blame myself for things that go wrong, even if it is out of my control (I found myself blaming myself for ruining my sister's day today because of traffic - even though I didn't ruin her day, I was unaware that today was her day until I was explicitly told after the issue, and despite the fact that I can't do anything about traffic)

4) I have a tendency to imagine either A) Elaborate fantastic scenarios, or B) That everybody is blaming me for everything

5) I tend to beat myself up and call myself worthless, sometimes believing that the world would be better off without me



I realize some of this may be due to my disorders, but I don't think they can account for all of it =/

Comments

  • It happens to the best of us. I get pretty timid, even though I have strong opinions they usually take less priority than getting friendly by agreeing with them. It's weird.
  • I notice I get in a habit of being more timid when I haven't talked to people for a while. Maybe trying to make/hang out with friends can help.
  • No rainbow star
    Ninja: Glad to know I'm not alone there

    Gelzo: Well, I do have few irl friends, so I guess getting out there and socializing would help...
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